Bonnie's weight loss has begun!

I'm going to back track on dates a little, this is word for word what was written in my paper journal...going to transfer to this blog!
July 4th
Today started HCG yikes, my 1st injection. I'm scared. More scared to weigh in...ouch and measure...ouch...I'm sure this will hurt more than the injection.
Here I go, a new journey. I am desperate to get healthy, I have no choice.
Weight...167.7 (sob, sob) so depressing, how did I get here? Stress???
R bicep-14.75
L bicep-15
R thigh-24
L thigh-24
ab over belly button-38
waist-38.5
bust-42.5
hips-41.5
Sigh...I have a long (weigh) to go. Pun intended. One baby step at a time right?
Well the rules of HCG are, 1st injection day is also a load day, load your body with as much high fat food you can. Since today is July 4th, shouldn't be too hard right?? Had bacon, eggs and a donut for breakfast!! Later we had a family BBQ. I had a hamburger w/bacon, chinese chicken salad, lots of oil there. Corn on the cob w/lots of butter. Treats, brownies, ice cream, sticky popcorn. After fireworks we got McDonalds french fries and milkshakes. My stomach hurts so bad, I think I'm gonna hurl. This is step one, I totally gave myself permission to pig out. It felt so wrong. Any way keep moving forward!!!